Maybe I am reaching out to the wrong people. Some that are unavailable for whatever reason and therefore the rejection I am feeling is my own fault. What are my motives, can I be truthful about them- to myself…Will I be willing to risk venturing out of this…I can no longer be a victim or is that I lie I tell myself. I am so confused and lost and don’t know what is real and what is false and those I trust I get different messages from…God Help Me… I need more than human power to help me…I do need support of others because i cannot do this myself. The isolation and loneliness are torture….what to do…i want to smile and love and be all that God wants but I am lazy and fearful. Blah
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This is Lisa from POF, just a note to let ya know what I thought.
I really like this one…for so many times, I to have been the insomniac searching my head, my heart for all the answers and fixes for my loneliness.
I am real interested in reading more of your writting, this has grabbed me in such a way that I am a fan of your witten words already. I have had sleeping issues since I was a teen, this has been right on the mark. Thankyou for the opprotunity to share your work.
Its really good.
Lisa
Thank you Lisa.
I will definitely be resuming blogging. There is much to share and I hope to improve my skills while expressing what I have been unable. Thank you it is nice when somone wants to know the true me enough to read….it has been quite some time since I have felt anything I said mattered at all.
Thank you Lisa.
I will definitely be resuming blogging. There is much to share and I hope to improve my skills while expressing what I have been unable. Thank you it is nice when somone wants to know the true me enough to read….it has been quite some time since I have felt anything I said mattered at all.
Thank you Lisa.
I will definitely be resuming blogging. There is much to share and I hope to improve my skills while expressing what I have been unable. Thank you it is nice when somone wants to know the true me enough to read….it has been quite some time since I have felt anything I said mattered at all.